hey.
i was just thinking the other day...you know we are all of us geting older. i am 21 this year and i think i AM old. can you imagine? you get to tell someone, 20 years ago, i did this and that. W.O.W... and i was thinking..how many of us are where we want to be? how many dreams have been fulfilled? how many of us have already achieved greatness? cos at the moment, i am pretty dark. you know how i am, i don't talk about stuff like this. i keep it in. and i pour it out here. so if you're reading this, kudos..you've caught a glimpse of the real me. i mean, my dreams..wow..what happened to them? what happened to conquering the world? what happened to making it a better place? what happened to me man? along the way, i lost myself..i used to be this carefree dude. really. and i'm lost now. i don't really know myself, or even want to be that person because i know i can be better. i know i can do better. i want to do better. i want to fulfill my dreams. i want to be a different person, one who can take chances, who is not afraid to go the distance and grab life by the scruff of it's neck. it's like i am living in a dream sometimes. i don't know what's happening, and i don't care. i want to feel man. even if the feeling sucks, i want to feel that. just so lost now. i was thinking of converting this blog to a vlog, but i think, i express written words better.
-jing-
'truth is absolute. believe that. even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painfull than you've ever imagined. even when truth is more cruel than any lie.'
Jack's Mannequin - The Resolution
i was just thinking the other day...you know we are all of us geting older. i am 21 this year and i think i AM old. can you imagine? you get to tell someone, 20 years ago, i did this and that. W.O.W... and i was thinking..how many of us are where we want to be? how many dreams have been fulfilled? how many of us have already achieved greatness? cos at the moment, i am pretty dark. you know how i am, i don't talk about stuff like this. i keep it in. and i pour it out here. so if you're reading this, kudos..you've caught a glimpse of the real me. i mean, my dreams..wow..what happened to them? what happened to conquering the world? what happened to making it a better place? what happened to me man? along the way, i lost myself..i used to be this carefree dude. really. and i'm lost now. i don't really know myself, or even want to be that person because i know i can be better. i know i can do better. i want to do better. i want to fulfill my dreams. i want to be a different person, one who can take chances, who is not afraid to go the distance and grab life by the scruff of it's neck. it's like i am living in a dream sometimes. i don't know what's happening, and i don't care. i want to feel man. even if the feeling sucks, i want to feel that. just so lost now. i was thinking of converting this blog to a vlog, but i think, i express written words better.
-jing-
'truth is absolute. believe that. even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painfull than you've ever imagined. even when truth is more cruel than any lie.'
Jack's Mannequin - The Resolution
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