if only...

hey

so i've really not been into blogging lately. not sure what the reason is. i always have something to blog about. like my upcoming exams. or that i got i got an accident with a stupid truck driver. or that everybody in aus in back here now. or that my bro got into another accident with my car with a bike. or.

guess i am just pretty bored right now. sometimes i just think life is so boring. really. like i can't say the things that really mean something to me. not football or cars..like really really mean something to me. like i do not have the perfect person for me who will just listen to anything and everything i say and vice verse. like how i am just so bored and i want change. big big change but at the same time not knowing what i need to change and if i should once i found out what needs to be done. something needs to change..can't anyone see that? anyone? it's so frustrating, knowing i need to do something. so frustrating. guess everyone want's to live in a fairytale.

-jing-

Hoobastank - Out Of Control