i'm a guy on a train with no plans...nope stil no plans..

yo everyone.
danny dude i just saw the pics and they are a damn cool! especially this one

check out that face yo lol hahahah its all worth it man the half an hour stuck in that room waiting for you while you check out the new shoe which you bought and then never come up to be surprised how could you man you know we sweated damn alot grrr!!! hahahah.. anyways happy 19th man!!
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on another note, think it's finally time to move on. i loved you and we did good together. but no never again. i was talking to wesley the other day and i told him how different it is with his and my generation (he's my great friend inn church just married last year) and i ask him how come he never hold mellisa's hand or waist when they were walking and stuff. then he ask me how do i usually treat my gfs. haha i told him with esther and agnes both there were alot of holding hands, kissing on the cheek that kinda stuff. he said WOAH. haha. and then when i told wes bout my kissing esther and our pda-in, i got this weird sensation man. went home, did some soul searching and i realized how much i really miss her. miss especially kissing her on the cheek spontaneously for no apparent reason whatsoever. just. peck. smile. hehe. damn i really miss that. guess this will be my final post about you. i started this blog basicaly to vent and to let you know how i really feel when i don't say it to you. this blog has been so much more. this will be my last post bout you, remember the cai hong post? you told me you cried after. huh. anyways, so thats that. i promised you i'll always be here. but you know only as a friend. no more cuddling and other stuff. i'll be here for your emotional support and i always will be. you were really special and if i ever get another gf, she'll have to do one better than you.
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i will be going nottingham to study engineering if they accept me. hope they do. god knows mund needs someone to protect him from his big buff bald black dudes. :D

of on my way home the other day i saw this cool van, danny and xiang were with me in me car. i followed it from the traffic light outside dj high. lol then i accelerated so i could be level to his car so danny could take a pic. this is waht came out. then i think the dude noticed that we were tailing him sorta he went faster then realized could not shake us he went inot shell (formerly known as projet). i went in with him and then he zoomed off!! haha we were loling so hard the car was shaking. i thjink the dude was scared man. hahahhaha.anyways thats all i have for now. am sick. my poor tonsils. snif.. hehe. later.

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